Never look back

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When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I with this all made sense,
I wish I could understand.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can’t stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you
but its so hard to do when I cant even sit next to you.
Why does it have to be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I cant have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
to be held in youe arms…
then I’d be truely happy.

Right now the distance between us is out of our control,
but I still hoping one day soon,
I’ll get what Im wishing for.
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